One of those days.
Today has been one of those days, I fell apart earlier this afternoon and I never fully truly recovered.
The way things are going, I cannot say that I think things will be better in the morning.
One of the main issues is I did something that will haunt me forever this year.
What I did was not wrong, and nobody blamed me for taking the actions; the problem is I cannot forgive myself. To find peace, I need to find some way to find a way to redemption, and it is a long journey, and one I doubt I will finish.
I can tell myself all the reasons in the world that can put most of the pain in perspective, but as the end of the day I cannot forgive myself for what I had to do.