For several years, I have relaxed to music as I write, but I have the feeling those days are over for me; I think I am going deaf if my physical disabilities were not enough for me to have to combat.
One bit of good news is I am not going deaf, all I had was a blocked ear, that is a great relief as I have more than enough to cope with all my other issues of health.
I am under a lot of stress this year and this causes me to black out; also after my fall in June, my left leg cannot support me and I keep having collapses.
I think now is a good time to quit trying to be a writer as my EDS is making typing extremely painful, if I thought there was a point I'd try to do my work by voice recognition software, but not many of my stories get read.
This year, so far, I've had two MRI scans (one was at my request); the latest on my heart revealed I had a lesion in my kidneys, I have to love my genetics cos if I didn't I'd scream. I should be grateful I can have the scans, but when I am ordered to have one a month and it takes me over two hours each way to get to a 10-minute appointment I wish I could be asked if I wanted them.