A writers' life
If the Lord had a plan for me, I wish I could see what it was after spending my life chasing the wish to be recognized as a writer and falling short despite my success in writing a successful science fiction series called Forgestriker.
Perhaps the Lord had a hand in me not accepting the only genuine offer I had to be published - www.alsdominion.co.uk/the-reading-room/i-lost-my-moment - for months after I second guessed my decision.
I thought writing Christian fiction short stories might help save my life as an author, but they did not help.
I don't know what the Lord's plan was but my plan is to do more reading as I will have plenty of time as I am stopping my writing soon.